I've done some bad things

I've done some bad things.

I've committed crimes.

I've lived life as a bad guy.

But some of the worst things you, they're technically not crimes.

Like How can you love someone so much and just destroy them anyway? Because you're so afraid of losing them.

Because you're so afraid of winding up alone.

Because you can't live up there on their level, so you drag them down to yours.

And you lose them anyway.